This has been stressing me out lately.
I originally was never going to prom,I decided that when I was a Junior.
But last tuesday my friend,lets call her Jen,& her best friend(not mine) Greg decided to do something about my crush.
I've been interested in him since December when he got up in front of the class & had to recite a poem for our English final.He is not the usual boy I go for either,because well if you had to put him in a "clique",he'd be a Nerd.No girl really notices him,but he is really good looking.
Like he reminds me of this guy -

No lie,even my friends say so..
He's fine & he's tennis captain,so I know he got body xD (Not shallow okay,he's in Calculus right now(He has like straight A's) & is really nice)
Anyways,got a little off track,but yeah,Jen & Greg have him 1st period & they were asking him about prom.
He said "I don't know if I'm going to prom,I don't know who to ask...",so Greg said "Well,you could ask (insert my name here)",& He said "hmmm....Yeah".
My friend Jen told me after school at her house,& I was on cloud nine.
The next day we did a little flirting(it was cute,because we are both shy),so I was still on cloud nine.
But,the next day at break,my friend Jen talked to him & he specifically said "I only like her as a friend,I have a Girlfriend in the Philippines...But I can still take her to prom.."
Yeah,I kinda felt like crawling into a hole.
But the thing that has been stressing me out is if I should go to prom with him.
It can either be awkward or fun.I'm thinking it will probably be awkward.
But I'm getting a little ahead of myself because he hasn't even asked me yet....that is,if he even decides to ask me.
& if he doesn't ask me,should I go alone?
Or should I find a guy friend to go with?
I am so confused. :p
Because right now,I'm thinking of not even going.(I won't regret it,School dances & parties really aren't my thing..)